For reasons I do not wish to specify, life became shitty for me.
Due to said shittyness, I stopped appearing on the majority of social sites with the exception of Facebook. (otherwise my mum would probably think I was dead or something)
I've not kicked the shittyness off yet, it still lingers.
Something good has come up though, it may be the answer and cure to my social anxiety, paranoia and low self-esteem.
The purpose of this entry is so that the people who know me, including the nix population, knows I didn't just abandon them because I'm fickle. I do miss you guys but I simply cannot push myself to come back yet.
Socialising is something that induces a sense of fear in me I have yet to understand, but it doesn't mean I have forgotten you. I'm just going through a rough mental patch that needs time to sort out.
Hope you guys are all okay and as awesome as ever : )
Listening to: book